i wake up to a new day,
a new beginning
at least thats what i’m led to believe
dragging my self into a state of defeated consciousness
against my very will
everything seems in a haze
through my induced eyes
it’s like an illusion
i fall
i fall rapidly
deeply
into a maze of uncertainty
a refusal of reality
i’m at war against my very senses
struggling to arise
i fall to my knees
i desist
am i wrong
or am i wronged …………. sin